The other day I wanted to test myself. I wanted to do what my heroes have done and push themselves. To do what Dean, Lance,Dick and Rick Hoyt these are great persons who push the impossible. Yet they find themselves in these places doing the great things. Now I get that not everyone gets the extreme running/cycling thing. I can respect, I mean I don't get golf. Any I digress. So yesterday I chose to do a indoor dualathon. It is a 3 mile run, 10 mile, then a another 3 mile run. During the process of it I found myself. Now what I mean by finding myself is this, I found passion. I am normally a pretty excited guy and not really prone to being excessive in the emotions but I was here. Its funny when I battle in my head it plays out visually like an anime. Bleach and Naruto normally are it. Its also during these times I can get closer to God as well. I express myself more and rely on him for coaching me. Think I am mental yet? Now this post is not all about running, its also about me getting ready to move and letting go. People I care about I will have to leave behind for now. Yet the promise of adventure from the new place is wonderful as well. Its in this place I can say I feel like I am falling off the Mountain again. I know this Jesus will get me guide me in this as well not just on the road or the bike.